I've been seeing this pisces guy on and off for a year. He feels like some kind of poison to me. We split up for some months, mooved to different towns. But now were seeing again on and off.. Feels as if I'm taking the whole thing far more serious than he is. But at the same time, I dont know! His pisces -energy, I love it, but feels like in a million years, I might not ever understand what he wants.He:
Sun Pisces
Moon Pisces
merc Pisces
venus Pisces
mars cap
Me:
Sun Aries
Moon Virgo
Asc Virgo
Merc Taurus
Ven Aries
Mars Scorp
Think none of us is really into commitment, or that both of us are too not sure on what the other person really wants. The thing is that I really hate him in a way, cause I cant figure out what he wants.. and it feels like I'm never going to.
But on the other hand, I can't get him out of my mind, I'd really do anything for him.
Looked at our charts and his pisces venus and moon (sun too, but with a bigger orb) is in exact opposition to my virgo moon and asc. My saturn trines his sun. His uranus is opposite to my sun and my uranus squares his sun. (+other aspects..)
Is two moons oppositing eachother a bad thing? Feels as we're so sensitive to each other.
His venus oppositing my moon and asc, maybe that's why we can't stop seeing eachother? It's really magic in a way. He's everything I want.
Maybe the uranus thing that messes everything up..
Is this just a waste of time? Should I get over him.. delete his phone number and change mine? Ask him to marry me?
Some advice? Can this ever turn into something more lasting than a split second, back and forth, LOVE-hate, obsession - run away thing?